I am not one to complete a project or indulge my full efforts into any interest or plans that I desire. I contemplate which usually begins extremely positive and hopeful, only to be easily forgotten, leaving me incomplete and empty. I go through the actions in life without fully absorbing the experiences. Normalcy is to leave everything in my life undone. Never the less, I become stuck in thought over doing said desires instead of acting upon them, and it's time to change that. It's time to focus on me, my desires, my stress relievers, what makes me happy. I am a dreamer.
Apart from being a Mommy, a girlfriend, or friend, these changes are a must. I will find time to live my life apart from normalcy.
This blog outlet will only be the beginning of my sharing this journey with the virtual world out there. Not that I am interesting or nothing.
I am not saying that each and every day is a dull and meaningless experience thrown in the trash, that's wrong. I get such deep experiences especially through my daughter, but when it comes to me and me alone, I don't worry about me and my inner aspirations or desires. I tend to forget and move on. Makes sense? Well, it does to me anyway.
Bittersweetheart, signing out.
